My ex is still threatening me that he will get full custoday of our 5 month old son. Everyday I have to sit here and take his verbal abuse. All he cares about is all or nothing and he sent me a text "I just cannt believe that there is any hope 4 us 2 raise him together u just never will be someone who can give all. I give all & will for our son" then before that he send I have made the decision I am filing officially 4 custody 4 our son he is starting the process this week." I miss my little boy everyday. And when he is not with me that's when he startes all these texts. I still love him but he wants me to give all or nothing. He tells me it must be nice to go out but I do so I can keep my strengh and thats only to the bowling alley. He wants me to give that up because my ex husband bowled on the league that I"m currently on and a guy that haunted me. They both no longer bowl on that league and he wants me to quit. I also can't have any quy friends because of the past that I caused. With talking sexual on the internet and still lying to him at that time that we were together. I didn't have our son just for him. But now he wants him to himself and for me to never see him again.