Alright, so it's one heck of a boring day at work.  I haven't done much today, but I know the workload is gonna skyrocket at like 4pm.  Anyway, I thought I'd blurb a little.Tonight, I'm heading up to GF for a weekend with some friends.  I haven't been there since snowbunny's surgery and I can't wait to see her.  I know she's kickin' butt with the weightloss...ah, I miss those days!  I've plateau'd for about a month and a half now.  I'm happy with my weight, but man, oh, man am I ugly naked!!!  I don't care for the extra skin, but it's not enough to consider plastic surgery just yet.  I have about 40 pounds to go to hit my goal weight.  I have noticed myself falling into some old patterns, but I recognize them, so I can stop myself.  It's difficult, because moving to a new town, you make new friends and there isn't much to do except go out to eat and go to the bars.  Go figure in the biggest city in ND.  Ha!  That doesn't say much, really.  There are ALOT of things to do actually, but they all cost money.  It's easier to go out to eat because I tend to order a salad or something off the kids menu.  It's MUCH cheaper.  The quitting smoking thing is gonig good.  I still want one when I'm around smokers, but once I take a puff, it's terrible, so I don't want anymore.  The stomach cramps are getting old.  (I get stomach cramps from the Chantix.)  I could set my watch by them, though.  It's almost 5 minutes EXACTLY  from the time I take it that I get sick.  And it lasts almost EXACTLY 10 minutes after that.  I just curl into the fetal position and moan a little.  I almost always take them at home, so it's usually not a problem.  I mentioned in my last journal entry that I signed up for a dating website.  Let me clarify that a little.  I've been on LOTS of dating websites before and met LOTS of guys from them, but never a "keeper".  They're either weirdos or B-O-R-I-N-G!  I think I invited the weirdos or the boring ones.  I have a little more confidence now, so when I read someone's profile and I like it, I'm not like, "wow, he'd never go for me."  I don't think I ever had low self-esteem, I just didn't want to be in a relationship with someone disproportionate to me.  I thought we'd look funny.  And I just have a thing for "bigger" guys.  Always have.  Anyway, since I'm smaller, the "bigger" guys, are a little smaller, too.  I absolutely cannot date a guy that weighs less than me.  I just can't.  It doesn't feel right.  Anyway, I know a few people who've met "the man of their dreams" online, and I know a few people who've met some "duds".  (I'm the latter.)  We'll see how it works out.  Alright, I have to go pretend to do something for awhile.  I've been sitting at my desk for a little too long, and those of you who know me know that I DO NOT have a desk job. :)Hope everyone has a good weekend!