I am so exhausted. I tried so hard to sleep last night. I just could t get comfortable. I was up and  down. I took hot baths, heating pads, anti inflammatory meds, muscle rub. Just no relief. I woke on pain no worse no better. But figured trip to doctor in case it's something serious. Or even just some relief to help. She said I pulled a muscle in my neck and upper back. Oddly I never hurt myself just woke Tuesday hurting. She gave us clean relaxers and prescription strength ibuprofen. I really need sleep. I am starting to feel physically sick from pain combined with exhaustion.  She also took me off zoloft because last few days I have been having increased anxiety, feeling wired. She said try Paxil. If this doesn't help think that's end of meds to help me cope. Sigh
I am happy once kids finish school we can go straight home. My place is a disaster though will try to pick up a little but way I feel not expecting miracles!