don't know where to start, i did get out of where i was, but having no place to really call home bother's me. i am staying with one of my sister's but they don't have much room. i been putting in lots of applications. to find a job. i hope i find something fast. my boyfriend is still in Thailand so i don't get to talk to him much i have 8 days till he comes home its been a long couple weeks. i have had my good days and bad. i just wish i could go see him but i have no money and i have to get a job and pay my bills first. i will have to wait till march when he comes back home. i don't want to loose him but i have a feeling that i might. he has been the only guy that i been with that has showed me that there is good guys out there. he made me happy. i don't want to loose that. well i just need some advise.