hi

i don't know where to start. i am getting ready to move in with my boy friend/ fiance, he wants to help me with everything that i have been going through, he is always there for me. he has helped me out of some rough times, i will be moving 700 miles away from my family, i have always been close to them, specially my twin sister and my oldest sister they are all wanting me to be happy. i will still come to vist but with it being so far of drive i don't know how much i will see them, i will be moving away from all my friends, but it is just something that i had to give up to be with him, i want to be with him and his daughter, they mean so much to me. he is coming to visit my family next weekend and then we will be leaving. i just hope this is what i should do. i love him and he loves me. i have never felt like this about anybody before, we both want more kids. i just hope i will be able to have them, he said we could adopt but i would like to have a baby of my own. the doctor said to be carefull but with so many miscarriges she is not sure what will happen. well i will try to keep this updated talk to you later