i don't know where to start, i am still seeing david and i am getting ready to move next month, i am getting the last minute things done, but i am going to miss my family, i will be living 6 to 10 hours away from them, i know it is going to be hard, i just hope he will help me adjust to the new inviorment, i have never been to illinois before, i been working 40 hours a week so i been busy plus trying to help raise my nease and nephew, they don't want me to move, but i understand why, they have never been treated right and we are finally raising them like they should be, i know they will miss me but i will have my cell phone that they can call anytime they want. i am happy with him when we are together, i just hope i am not making a mistake by moving in with him already. i don't want to get hurt again. david and his daughter wants me to move with them. this is my first boyfriend so i don't know how it will be living with him. i love kids so i am not worried about his daughter, he wants me to think of her as our daughter, we want to have more kids but i am not sure if i will be able to have any. well i will write more later