i don't know how much i can handle living with all this pain, but yet i have to be there for two kids, me and my parents have custody of them. they mean everything to me but i don't want them to see me when i am feeling this bad, i don't know wheather going into the hospital would help. i need to get better, they need alot of attention they have been abused there whole lifes. well i have to go to work i will write more later.
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Oh Molly, my heart goes out to you! You can\'t help anyone else while you are in this state. You need to fix yourself first. Follow the advice of your health professionals. If that means hospitalisation, then do it. You MUST do whatever it takes to get well. Don\'t add to these kid\'s and your mother\'s pain by harming yourself. They deserve better than that and so do you. Peace to you!