i hope i can find somebody to talk too, i feel like things is going to really change, i am not sure why, i hope i can open up to my counselor more, and maybe even talk to my mom about what i been through. she does not know. i am also worried about my nease and nephew there mom is not taking care of them right, i might end up with custody of them, they picked who they wanted to raise them, and they picked me. i just hope i am strong enough. i just don't know what to do but i keep trying to feel better.