to anybody that will read this i am sorry in advance if this upsets some people. i thought going on depression meds would help but instead it is making it worse. i been feeling more depressed and i have been having alot of thoughts of suside. i don't even care right now if i live or die, i want to kill myself so bad. i am just afraid of what people would say. i am a bad person. everybody don't need me in there life. i am not good for anything.