I love you.  I loved you when I heard your voice, a smile clearly felt as you talked to me the first time.   I love you.   I loved you when you talked about your problems and how stressed out you felt.  I love you.  I loved you when you talked about your life, your dreams, your hopes.  I love you.  I loved you when our talk turned small, nothing important said yet the words you spoke stopped the world for me and I just KNEW I wanted you to go on and on!.  I love you.   I loved you when you kissed me for the first time, a small tenative kiss at first, and I knew I HAD to have a another, and another!  I love you.  I loved you when I saw the smile in your face and it lit the world!     I love you, and that is the greatest blessing and the worst curse.   I am on uncharted ground walking unsteadily towards a destination into the distance.   Take my hand and let my heart be guided to what is right.  Hold me close and let your warm breath quietly tell me where to walk and how to get there, for my heart is now yours.  I asked God to guide me, and although I know He is right here feeling my heart beat your name. he is Father, and sometimes Father knows that I must make these decisions on my own so I stumble along, sometimes gracefully, sometimes like a clumsy oaf that infuriates you, but know my love, that I love you, and that love is growing every day.  Larry