The final day of the divorce is closing in and so what? While my STBX (always referred to as roomie here) and I are friends again, I must say that what happens to her is only of passing interest. Like any other human being, I wish her the best, but after I am gone on the 31st of Aug, a new life emerges before me, and it is wonderful to behold. The power I feel from not wanting to look back is wonderful. L has a lot to do with that. It is easier to move forward when you have someone that wants to walk hand in hand with you into the future. God always walks with me, but sometimes he doesn't cuddle up against cold backs, or physically caress your face like a good woman will. Like my good woman, L does. So, things are pretty darn good right now. I have gathered strength over the last weeks, and am feeling pretty lucky overall. The future is for me to explore, for me to experience and I plan to drink it in like a a person drinks in water after a hard days work in a hot factory. And right now, right beside me, I have the love of a good woman. A wonderful woman, and I am happy. The old life is gone, but my new life is wonderful to behold!
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May that new life be everything you want it to be.