Woke up in an absolute panic. My mood has swung completely the other direction. I keep asking myself if we can be that friendly to each other and talk that openly, why can't she try to make things work with me.
I agree with what you all said.. it is the hardest thing for me to feel something for him and look into blank eyes.. I am a stranger to him, kept a safe distance away.. Tomorrow, he comes to see our daughter and I will not be here. it is just too painful.. I hope that one day, acceptance will find its way to all of us. then I don\'t think the pain will be so great.. Hope that you are able to have a good night:) kimmee
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They have mood swings too. Maybe they even have moments of regret. Who knows?
I agree with what you all said.. it is the hardest thing for me to feel something for him and look into blank eyes.. I am a stranger to him, kept a safe distance away.. Tomorrow, he comes to see our daughter and I will not be here. it is just too painful.. I hope that one day, acceptance will find its way to all of us. then I don\'t think the pain will be so great.. Hope that you are able to have a good night:) kimmee