feeling sad
Okay, so I am feeling sorry for myself which is so lame (my kids use that word) because I am able to do quite a bit compared to so many people who are truly struggling with not being able to get out of their houses, or even their beds. I apologize to all of you for my being a whimp!
I received an invitation to go to a party for the secretary of the program that I was in as a chaplain. It is today. I am not there. My supervisor is giving away books from the CPE library that they no longer need, and for those of you who know me -- I love books. (a bit of an understatement) And, I would like to see some of my friends from when I was a chaplain. Anywhooo.... I am disappointed.
Everybody has disappointments. My husband said something the other day about my being anti-social for not going with some friends to a meeting at our church. He said he was just kidding. I had to muster up the energy to give him another one of those talks about how I wish I could do things, etc. etc.
I am anti-social. I admit it. But I think we need a different kind of word here. I am to the point of not really knowing how to be social anymore.
Well, that's it for now. Just sharing a disappointment and feeling ashamed that I feel sad about it. Then again, even people who aren't able to do as much as I can are still disappointed now and again. How fair is to compare our disappoinments? They are what they are and we can empathize, I suppose.
carry on,
katy
p.s. forgot to note that the past couple of weeks have been a rough patch. I had a bad cold one week and then for the past couple of weeks I have been trying to find strength every day to get myself going. So tired.
I received an invitation to go to a party for the secretary of the program that I was in as a chaplain. It is today. I am not there. My supervisor is giving away books from the CPE library that they no longer need, and for those of you who know me -- I love books. (a bit of an understatement) And, I would like to see some of my friends from when I was a chaplain. Anywhooo.... I am disappointed.
Everybody has disappointments. My husband said something the other day about my being anti-social for not going with some friends to a meeting at our church. He said he was just kidding. I had to muster up the energy to give him another one of those talks about how I wish I could do things, etc. etc.
I am anti-social. I admit it. But I think we need a different kind of word here. I am to the point of not really knowing how to be social anymore.
Well, that's it for now. Just sharing a disappointment and feeling ashamed that I feel sad about it. Then again, even people who aren't able to do as much as I can are still disappointed now and again. How fair is to compare our disappoinments? They are what they are and we can empathize, I suppose.
carry on,
katy
p.s. forgot to note that the past couple of weeks have been a rough patch. I had a bad cold one week and then for the past couple of weeks I have been trying to find strength every day to get myself going. So tired.
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