I still haven't heard from him, not since Tursday night.  I KNOW he isn't using and I'm guessing his parents are keeping him away from the computer and phone because they want him to feel what it likes to possibly lose us, but, I MISS his voice!  I'm still having trouble with all of this, I still think of him as just being gone for a vacation!  I still can't believe this is happening!  DOes it EVER sink it?