June 26 Our anniversary. Not going to be an easy day. Somebody besides her cut my hair yesterday for the first time in almost 38 years. I cried all the way to the shop got it together in car went in and started crying again. She was getting an associates degree in cosmetology when we met and we always said as long as she cut my hair the honeymoon would not be over
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So sorry for your loss. Today is also my anniversary. You will meet a lot of caring people here that know just how you feel. God Bless.
not as bad a day as yesterday worked in the garden a little and started to make a couple plant stands one for my daughter and one for my wife\'s cousin who was at the house for the life celebration and admired the one I had made Wanda. Its something to occupy my hands
Today is one month since she passed. One of her friends texted me and my daughter saying it was the one month anniversary. I know she means well but we know what day it is. I woke up after my usual 3 hours of sleep and proceeded to think about Wanda and then I cried, the 5th day of every month for the rest of my life I will know what day it is. My daughter and I went to a close friends house for a 4th of July cookout. the good- surrounded by friends and many hugs, the bad- too much focus on me and my daughters (Courtney) grief. Hope with time that passes. (not the hugs-I need them). Paperwork still not finished. One would think that dying would cut down on paperwork, just causes more. Going to an "in person" support group tonight. Not sure I am ready for that