9-21-2012

today would have been my mom's 64th birthday, just seems so weird that shes gone, I have so much going on in my life right now and I miss her advice and encouragement   then to top off my day my soon to be douche bag ex texts me and he strings me along then stabs me in the heart WTF!!!! Some days I hate it here, no friends no one to hang out with I feel so alone and isolated, guess i will watch tv and try to keep my mind busy