9.17.10

Right now, I have anger and sadness.  I do not like this.  I have to accept that this is part of the human condition and be glad that I am alive.  So many bad things have happened to me lately.  Can I accept and move on.  I need a new distraction.  I would like something to appear.  I have some anxiety, but I know that it is am emotion and emotions are not real.