Day 5
Well, here we are again, not drinking still, so there is some positive.
Father's day cookout was fun and ate way too much. Felt no urge to drink even though there was plenty of it going on. Didn't let it either bother or entice me. Sad part is I know I have killed my wife's feelings for me because she never even wished me a happy father's day. The true reason I know is that today is our 30th wedding anniversary and no card or even mention. I left a card for her last night, looks like she opened it and then just shoved it under some papers on the counter. So be it for now, I am broken and only have myself to blame. I will beat this and life will go on.
Was once weak, now feeling the strength to overcome my demon and look forward to the future.
Which holds a lot of happiness for me. 2017 will be an awesome year. I have 2 sons getting married and my youngest will graduate from college, I need to be there!!!
Father's day cookout was fun and ate way too much. Felt no urge to drink even though there was plenty of it going on. Didn't let it either bother or entice me. Sad part is I know I have killed my wife's feelings for me because she never even wished me a happy father's day. The true reason I know is that today is our 30th wedding anniversary and no card or even mention. I left a card for her last night, looks like she opened it and then just shoved it under some papers on the counter. So be it for now, I am broken and only have myself to blame. I will beat this and life will go on.
Was once weak, now feeling the strength to overcome my demon and look forward to the future.
Which holds a lot of happiness for me. 2017 will be an awesome year. I have 2 sons getting married and my youngest will graduate from college, I need to be there!!!
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