Wow it's been awhile since I've written. The depression comes in waves. I feel overwhelmed at times--make that most of the time. Whatever I'm doing for my son it seems not enough. Never enough. Then there's the house and cooking and cleaning and all of the other demands on my time and myself. And work too. It's a struggle and some days getting out of bed seems harder than others. I stay up late and try to steal sleep during the day. It's not a good way to live. I just want the world to stop for a week so I can catch up. I don't know if a week would be enough though...