Been awhile
Been a good while since I have been here. Looking forward to being back.
So much has happened since the last time I was on here it is unreal.
In laws still driving me bat shit crazy with their ignorant bullshit. Sometimes I just want to pack my shit and walk away from it all. If it were not for my husband and kids I would, but yet if it were not for my husband and kids I wouldn't have been here from the start.
I just get so fucking tired of their condescending attitude towards me. The random "Oh I don't feel good/I'm out of sorts so lets attack Shannon and see if we can't make her feel as shitty as we do right now." has gotten so old it is unreal. So fucking sick of it I could vomit.
Kids having issues as well, not with in laws but school shit and health stuff.
None of this shit has done a thing to help my HS. Stress and heat an humidity seem to be my triggers for HS. So all of the stress from the kids shit and then heaping my in laws bullshit in on top of it has kept me flaring like a bitch for the last several months.
And if I hear one more time about how I need to "make these doctors do something for you" I'm gonna lose my shit and go slap the fuck off. Like really, you don't think I'm on their ass enough to try to make some headway? Oh I guess you think I sit here suffering like this because I enjoy it, or some other twisted, fucked up shit. Fucking moron mother in law.
Why can't I have normal in laws instead of these fuck heads than seem to think they have the right to talk to me and treat me any which way they wish? I know relationships with in laws can be rough but, damn, it shouldn't have to be THIS fucking hard.
So much has happened since the last time I was on here it is unreal.
In laws still driving me bat shit crazy with their ignorant bullshit. Sometimes I just want to pack my shit and walk away from it all. If it were not for my husband and kids I would, but yet if it were not for my husband and kids I wouldn't have been here from the start.
I just get so fucking tired of their condescending attitude towards me. The random "Oh I don't feel good/I'm out of sorts so lets attack Shannon and see if we can't make her feel as shitty as we do right now." has gotten so old it is unreal. So fucking sick of it I could vomit.
Kids having issues as well, not with in laws but school shit and health stuff.
None of this shit has done a thing to help my HS. Stress and heat an humidity seem to be my triggers for HS. So all of the stress from the kids shit and then heaping my in laws bullshit in on top of it has kept me flaring like a bitch for the last several months.
And if I hear one more time about how I need to "make these doctors do something for you" I'm gonna lose my shit and go slap the fuck off. Like really, you don't think I'm on their ass enough to try to make some headway? Oh I guess you think I sit here suffering like this because I enjoy it, or some other twisted, fucked up shit. Fucking moron mother in law.
Why can't I have normal in laws instead of these fuck heads than seem to think they have the right to talk to me and treat me any which way they wish? I know relationships with in laws can be rough but, damn, it shouldn't have to be THIS fucking hard.
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