My earliest memories. When I was about five years old or so. My mother strapped me down to the kitchen table and then brought my sisters in and announced that she was going to change me from a bad child (male) into a good child (female). Then she came at me with a rusty spoon. I awoke hours later in my own bed and did not know if I had dreamnt this or really experieced it for years. A sister told me that yes it had happened. This is my first experience at dissociation but hardly my last.
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Holy shit. I did not expect this. I don\'t know what to say...
I\'m so very sorry...my heart is hugging that little boy...and you...ox...
i am so sorry to hear this :( hugs to you.
Thanks for opening up like this. Sorry I\'ve been a while reading. I\'ve not been in a good place. How\'s it feeling to get things off your chest? I hope it helps. Hugs!
oh now my turn to say SHIT. OMFRICKIN GOD....
lolllol Sorry, thought you were beyond shock and it made me laugh.
NO SORRIES LOLOL.
;)!
Only reading all your entries now..... I shall say this till the end of my days, you were meant to be right here right now as a true example of an overcomer, bless you.