I'm so sad and so angry. I love my child so much . i have only every done the right thing. I do not understand why they would invite a desturctive evil man into our lives against my wishes. This is WRONG. My family are just telling me to keep quiet and not over react.This makes me angry. I need them to just say we know this is wrong and we are on your side. I don't think they understand at all, even though i had told them and i don't think they are stupid people.  i am only reacting normally to this crazy and cruel situation that is set to go on for some time. I have had to be so strong for my son and i have fought so hard for others who have and will fall prey to this wifebeating crook. I cannot do anymore. I cannot understand how they have come to these decisions, that this cruelty is acceptable and cannot undrstand why know one cares and no-one is doing anything to stop this.I know i am not the only one and i know if i had stayed it would have ben worse for me, But it is the next one and others i am most afraid for. I feel like knowing the truth and not being able to do anything is a burden. amazingly i can still look after my child and am still the best person to do as i understand his needs more than anyone. I feel ill which doesn't help and my family have not been as supportive as i need them to be. My friends are though but i can't always afford t meet them. I cannot understand how it came to this,how this country has become such a lie and so negligent