Staying positive making plans. Still processing whats happened and may be for some time. However i am staying suprisingly positive and keeping busy. I am reading, exercising, organising, playing new games and having fun with my son outdoors, visiting friends and going to book a pedicure for the summer to make myself happy. Small but important. I am writing to various people to voice what has happened and seeking to support /as well as supporting others in similar situations. Keeping a good balance and applying truth, sense and humanity where there doesn't seem to be any. Lovingly me x