Depression

Well lately I have been very depressed and it takes me a lot to smile. My living situation has become very depressing for me and yesterday I spent a lot of time crying and thinking about what to do. I might end up going back home to my mom where I feel more loved, wanted and who are there to love me when I can't love myself. I have friends back home who want me to come home and they want to see me happy. I'm not as happy here as I was 10 months ago when I moved here I think its because my living situation has become more stressful and I'm really getting tired of doing all the chores in the house. I have started working out because I'm starting to feel better about myself and if I do go home I want to loose some weight before I go. I had a roommate here who was a horrible example for me and I ended picking up some of her bad attitude, her bratty personality and I have become very emotional and depressed this last week and I think its because I'm really not happy here and I'm tired of getting talked to about things that I'm trying to change but at times I think I shouldn't have to change who I'am. Which the lifestyle I live I do need to grow and I feel I have but I'm tired of being stressed out, depressed and feel that no matter what I say anymore it doesn't matter.