Life

I still haven't smoked since the 12th. Emotionally I'm feeling a lot better. I still get irritated, but the fact that I can't go outside for a 5 minute smoke break to calm me down is the hardest part.
 
Ok, in the past week my 6 year old son has been kicked off the bus. Twice. And the school jumped all over my ass because I picked him up at 4:03 instead of 4:00 on the dot. Apparently they can't handle him in the office because he won't stay seated and rolls around all over the floor and climbs on the chairs, etc. etc. That pissed me off and kinda got into it with the lady in the office, but I manged to keep my cool. Barely. I'm REALLY considering homeschooling. I just don't know if this is really what's best for him. I think it's important for him to be around his peers.
 
Meanwhile my nearly 10 yr old daughter is getting really mouthy and argumentative lately, emotional too. Crying over EVERYTHING. She's my calm laidback one. Go with the flow. Now everything is SO dramatic.
 
Then, as if I don't already have enough crap to deal with, my ex sent me some pics on my phone. I said thanks for tourturing me and he said, lol, sorry. I said whatever.
 
I think I might start dating. Just casually, to help me move on....