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I was palnning on starting school tomorrow to become an EMT, but apparently I recieved some bad info when I called the college a week and a half ago to find out my deadlines. The lady I spoke with on the phone told me I had until the 13th to get all my paper work in. So I went in on the 12th to turn in my test results from the doctor only to be told the deadline was actually the 10TH! Are you kidding me?? I did everything I was supposed to do! And I was STILL denied the education I have been seeking for the past 3 years. So now I have to wait until June to go to school in a town and hour away, or wait till August to go to the campus here....
Meanwhile I have a fairly incompetent doctor who is failing to order all the necessary tests for my thyroid and whatnot.
We are on the right track with my 6 year old son. I'm waiting on his referal to come in the mail for the neurologist. Once I get it I will make appointments for both of my sons to their specific specialists in Pheonix. Might as well get them both seen on the same day if I can, since it's a 3 hour drive one way.
My 9 year old daughter seems overly emotional lately. So I'm thinking puberty can't be too far off. This scares the living shit outta me. I can't imagine my little girl with boobs and pubes. (shudders). I'm gonna have to play daddy and get me shot gun! LOL.
And I quit smoking 4 days ago and I have turned into a raving lunatic! I am nothing but raw emotions and I hate it.
Mean while my ex took a week of his vacation to go see his mom and though we have remained friends through all this and still see each other and love on each other and basically go on as if we are in fact in a relationship, he did not contact me once while he was away. And IDK if it tortured me because I was PMSing (which I was) or because I quit smoking or because it just would have bothered me anyway. What I DO know is I tore into him quite viciously, making wild accusations. So he said I got him all fucked up and not to text him anymore if I'm just gonna be a bitch. Which is fair enough, And I don't WANT to be a bitch, but I'm having wild mood swings ranging from raging mad to devistated sad. And that in and of it's self is driving me crazy. I hate feeling so,.... out of control. I'm normally very level headed and in control of my emotions (except for the 2 days before aunt flow shows).
Uhhhhg.......
Meanwhile I have a fairly incompetent doctor who is failing to order all the necessary tests for my thyroid and whatnot.
We are on the right track with my 6 year old son. I'm waiting on his referal to come in the mail for the neurologist. Once I get it I will make appointments for both of my sons to their specific specialists in Pheonix. Might as well get them both seen on the same day if I can, since it's a 3 hour drive one way.
My 9 year old daughter seems overly emotional lately. So I'm thinking puberty can't be too far off. This scares the living shit outta me. I can't imagine my little girl with boobs and pubes. (shudders). I'm gonna have to play daddy and get me shot gun! LOL.
And I quit smoking 4 days ago and I have turned into a raving lunatic! I am nothing but raw emotions and I hate it.
Mean while my ex took a week of his vacation to go see his mom and though we have remained friends through all this and still see each other and love on each other and basically go on as if we are in fact in a relationship, he did not contact me once while he was away. And IDK if it tortured me because I was PMSing (which I was) or because I quit smoking or because it just would have bothered me anyway. What I DO know is I tore into him quite viciously, making wild accusations. So he said I got him all fucked up and not to text him anymore if I'm just gonna be a bitch. Which is fair enough, And I don't WANT to be a bitch, but I'm having wild mood swings ranging from raging mad to devistated sad. And that in and of it's self is driving me crazy. I hate feeling so,.... out of control. I'm normally very level headed and in control of my emotions (except for the 2 days before aunt flow shows).
Uhhhhg.......
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