Well it found me.  Monday.  I guess I knew it would.  My Hubby took   Aubrey to his mom's and Then we both went off to work.  it is so hard to start the work week off.  she was soo playful this morning and I did not want to leave her.  she is such a morning baby.  she is all smiles and goos.  By the time we get her back she is ready to take a nap and then it seems like it is bath time and then bed time.  I feel like I am not getting that mommy time with her that I used to get and I think she feels it to.  I hold her while she is asleep and just cry because i miss all that time I had with her before work.  Everyone says it gets better but I can not see how.  She is my whole life and she is only been in it for 11 weeks does that make any sense.  I just thank God every day that she is hear and that she is healthy and she is mine.  I would do anything for her and if that means working 5 days a week then thats what I ll do.  I hope all is well with everyone.