Well ladies I have made it two days with working and it is the hardest thing I have ever had to do.  I would rather go through labor again then this.  I miss Aubrey sooo much that I have to keep in mind that it is only 8 hrs and that she is with a good babysitter ( my mom).  I have her pic on my desk and look at it all the time.  I am still waiting on winning the lotto so I can be with her all the time.  Well I hope all is will and I will continue to keep you all in my thoughts and prayers.