Well it has been over two weeks that Aubrey has been home  and it has been great.  I have enjoyed spending every min with her and watching her grow everyday.  people are always saying that I should get out for awhile and do something, but I remind them that this was something that I have been waiting for for five years and I want to enjoy every moment of it.  Everyone is ready to give advise on what I should do and not do.  They say I should not hold her as much or not have her sleep in our room for that long and things like that.  I just want to scream.  so far I am able to hold it in and my husband and I talk about all of this.  My mom tells me that she is my baby and do what I  want.  That advise I like.We continue to get visits from friends and family which is nice because we love to show her off.  I will not take her out any where at this time because of the weather and because of the the flu and cold season.  so we stay at home while daddy works.  I am not looking forward to having to go back to work and try not to think about it but it is always in the back of my mind.  I hope That I would win the Lotto or something.  I just want to spend all the time I can with her.  I hope everyone is doing well and I still continue to keep you all in my thoughts and prayers.