I have had a couple of days off work this week ,because I worked over last week. I have found out that being by myself and not working makes me worrie twice as much as I do when I am at work. I have to much free time on my hands and all I think about are BABIES. I know there is a lot of people out there just like me and I wish things could be easy for us like it has been for others who have babies just like that. My family keeps telling me that as soon as I do the IVF i will have a baby. My mom says she feels that I will have more then one. I will take twenty if thats what god wants. Hope everyone is doing well.
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I hope and pray that you do have a baby. You are in my prayers. Try not to worry so much. I know its hard. But worring will make you sick.
Luv Ya Toby
I quit my job 4 months ago to see if the stress would be less and therefore increase chance of conception. Oh boy, the first 2 weeks were like a vacation and then the next couple of months were really hard because ALL I EVER COULD THINK OF WERE BABIES!!! Distraction and keeping busy is good. If this last IVF doesn\'t work, I will go back to work full time and focus on adoption. If it does work I will enjoy my pregnancy, do everything right, and eventually enjoy being a mommy!
I hope your mom is right about having more than one...we sure go through a lot of crap just for the chance at having one...2 would be fantastic...at least I think so!
my husband always tells me all i think about are babies, maybe most of the time, that is what is whats going out of my mouth - to have a baby. Good luck to you
It\'s hard not to think of babies all the time! Sometimes I tell myself that if I don\'t think about having one I actually will, it\'s these silly mind games that drive me crazy! It seems there is something baby related all around you all the time. I try to use it as reassurance that yes, this too will be us someday!