How do I deal with the failure that my life has been and still is.? I started going to this day program and there I feel different there because the problems those people face are completely different from mine. When I see people my age I know how behind I am . I wonder if I will ever know what it is like to have a comfortable life. As I am writing this I am having a lot of distraction so I can't even think about half of the stuff I want to write about. I feel totally disconnected from my family because I have nothing to say to them. My sister would talk with her friends for hours but I never had a real conversation with her. My mother is so over worked all she thinks about is rent and bills. I am the worst kind of human failure that is alive. From the day I can remember nothing has ever worked for me . Life failed me even before I was born. My father has always scared me and evoked such passionate hatred for men in me. When will I start to live ? I wish I had the answer.
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