Just a thought, life seems a lot simpler if you don't read my journal, so please leave this alone and leave me alone. However, for someone who professes to want to restore a friendship, why would you then not step up to the plate when you had even the smallest window of opportunity
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I apologise that I never did step up to the plate before but you know that now im trying. I have read every blog youve written, even though I know you werent planning for me to see it. I found my old phone today, and it still has the texts from when i last used it saved in its memory. I found whole conversations with you, and they made me laugh and cry at the same time.
Weve both lost out from not being friends, and if you ever want, every day i still want to be your friend. Im still gonna say hey to you every time i see you. And if one day youll even look at me when i do, well that will make me the happiest person alive. But I have too much self respect to come crawling back to you, even if I dont deserve the self respect, i need it. So dont feel pressured into a friendship, I assure you that Ill be wasting no tears :)
I love you
xx