another day.
Another day as fall closes in on Michigan. It's been almost 11 months since Susie passed. Her birthday was October 5 and I felt it keenly. When will I recover my self?
I have been busy lately and that helps. The last two weekends I went to Traverse City to attend my best friends wedding and bachelor dinner. I am so happy for Jake and Carol. Jake lost his wife of many years to divorce, and found a wonderful woman on line. Carol's husband died five years ago. The fact that those two can love again gives me hope. On the other hand all that happy love leaves me feeling alone. I hope that someday I will love again and touch and kiss again. Chris
I have been busy lately and that helps. The last two weekends I went to Traverse City to attend my best friends wedding and bachelor dinner. I am so happy for Jake and Carol. Jake lost his wife of many years to divorce, and found a wonderful woman on line. Carol's husband died five years ago. The fact that those two can love again gives me hope. On the other hand all that happy love leaves me feeling alone. I hope that someday I will love again and touch and kiss again. Chris
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It will be a year since I lost Al on Nov. 9. I am dreading it. Our anniversary on 9/10 was hard. friends help and I work at helping others because it gives me purpose.
Chris, I understand what you\'re feeling. I\'m wondering if there\'s a chance I\'d ever find that kind of love and companionship again.
And then I think \"do I want to with someone else\"?
After 34 years of marriage, over half my life with one man, is it even possible?
I don\'t know.
Hugs,
Janie
When the time is right you will find a life whether or not it\'s with someone or alone. It\'s a long discovery trying to find what we want, but we are stronger than we feel. Sharon