My Job specialist helps me get an interview at a retail store.I blow it! I didn't show up,I was planning on going just let my fear get in the way. I had a feeling I wasn't going get hired due to the fact I wasn't either prepared for the interview nervous and stress having other things on my mind. Now, I haven't check my email because I don't want to face her will have to read her messaging me on how much she mad wasted her time helping me . 
I'm such a let down I will forever be a failure
I'm depressed about my life I can't get a job and I can't move out.

 
I'm trying but get easy discourage by other that I let it get to me don't handle my business.
 
*not putting extra effort