Happy Thanksgiving :;(

Well, It's Thanksgiving. I hate the holidays! Being away from my girls all these years and never really getting to spend the holidays with them has really made me hate this time of year. I'm trying to stay in a positive mood today but it's HARD. I am with the love of my life, Jon, (my future husband) my future father in law and my sister (TJ) is coming over to spend the day with us. I really don't feel like associating with anyone. I just want to curi up in bed and cry.... maybe I'll be able to cry myself to sleep since I haven't been to sleep since I got up yesterday at 7:00 am. My mind won't stop!!!!!! okay, keeping this one short. Enjoy your day, it's gotta be better than mine will be!!!