Depressed

Hello all,
Well, the last week has really sucked. I'm tired, physically, and emotional. Tired of being ignored by my daughter. Tired, of feeling like I'm in the way. 
Tired, of being in pain, every day. Some good days, some bad. 
some days, i want to just stay in bed, and watch Dr. Phil.
Tired of being tired. I'm also, coming down with something, in my chest. I hear myself wheeze.
I guess, when it all comes down to it, I'm tired of being sick. Not the person, who I used to be. I feel like a shell, of my former self. Just a shell, going through the motions, of this life.
As the song goes, I will survive, get through another day, and go on. Day by, day. hour by hour, minute by minute, second by second. I will go on till another day. 
Good Night, my friends.
Jane

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It does become overwhelming sometimes.give yourself a break.you are dealing with a lot and you cant judge yourself by your healthy self.We all have to find a new self and a new set of values .Do we judge others the way we do ourselves?Do something you enjoy today even if you have to adjust it to your current energy and strength.Hugzzz