Long day

Been a long day. Havn't done much of anything today. Went to the pharmacy to pick up my meds. I'm just, tired, and worn out. Lack of sleep, and motivation. Pain level today hasn't been too bad. Around 5, today. That's good for me. My rheumo, put me on some Lortabs, low dose, twice a day. That's ok, I see a pain doctor, next week.
Some days I wonder if it's worth getting out of bed. I fell today, and took me 30 minutes, to get myself off the floor. Thank God, I didn't brreak anything. I was afraid, I was going to be on the floor, when my family came home. Nice and easy, was the way to go.
I lost a dear friend, last week, his death has hit me hard. I wasn't able to make the funeral, since I have no car. I expect to hear from him, then realize, hes not there any longer. I break down, and cry. He was a special man, in every way. very caring, and good listener.
This weekend, my daughter, and her husband will be away. I can have some, peace, and time to myself.
Well, grtting late, take my night meds, ahopefully get some sleep. I sure need it. Good NIght.
Jane