HELLO EVERYONE. WELL, BEEN HARD ON ME LATELY. I 'VE BEEN IN A LOT OF PAIN. WORKING TAKES SO MUCH OUT OF ME. I'M TIRED, CRANKY, AND IRRITABLE MOST OF THE TIME.  HAVN'T BEEN ABLE TO FIND A NEW PAIN SPECIALIST HERE. NEW INSURANCE AND ALL. SOME DAYS ALL I WANT TO DO IS STAY IN BED, AND CRY, BUT THEN I HAVE TO GET UP AND GO TO WORK. FINDING, A NEW DOCTOR WITH NEW INSURANCE, IN A NEW TOWN IS HARD. I WILL ADMIT I DID GET ADDICTED TO MY PAIN MEDICINE, AND NOW I'VE BEEN CLEAN FOR 3 MONTHS. I JUST WANT SOMETHING TO TAKE THE EDGE OFF THE PAIN. SOME DAYS IT'S SO HARD MANAGING, DAY BY DAY. I WORRY ABOUT MY DAIGHTER ALSO. SHE GOT MARRIED IN 2006, NOW SHE AND HER HUSBAND IS DIVORCING. IT BREAKS MY HEART TO SEE MY DAUGHTER GO THROUGH THIS. HE WAS CHEATING ON HER, NOT ONCE, BUT TWICW. I GET SO MAD WHEN I HEAR THAT.I HAVE A LOT ON MY PLATE RIGHT NOW. I HAVE TO GET MY TEETH TAKEN OUT, DECAY FROM DIABETES. GET A NEW SET OF TEETH.  WELL, THATS ALL I HAVE FOR NOW. HOPE EVERYONE IS DOING WELL. HUGS TO ALL