hope
If I never got my hopes up, I wouldn't keep getting crushed.
I should just accept that I'm going to be alone and in pain the rest of my life. I would be a lot happier, and I wouldn't cry nearly as much.
It's too much, too much, too much for one person to deal with alone. Getting my hopes up that something good is going to happen, only to have it evaporate into nothing again and again, is too much. Hope is cruel.
I know everybody has problems, lots of people are lonely. But I think very few people on the planet can understand this kind of deep, deep loneliness. I just wish I could figure out some way to accept it and live with it.
If a tree falls in the forest and nobody hears it fall, does it make a sound?
If a lonely woman cries and nobody hears her, does her life matter?
To whom? I don't believe in a personal god. I like to think my mother hears me somewhere, but I don't know. Maybe it's just a vain hope. At least that's one hope nobody can ever take away from me.
I should just accept that I'm going to be alone and in pain the rest of my life. I would be a lot happier, and I wouldn't cry nearly as much.
It's too much, too much, too much for one person to deal with alone. Getting my hopes up that something good is going to happen, only to have it evaporate into nothing again and again, is too much. Hope is cruel.
I know everybody has problems, lots of people are lonely. But I think very few people on the planet can understand this kind of deep, deep loneliness. I just wish I could figure out some way to accept it and live with it.
If a tree falls in the forest and nobody hears it fall, does it make a sound?
If a lonely woman cries and nobody hears her, does her life matter?
To whom? I don't believe in a personal god. I like to think my mother hears me somewhere, but I don't know. Maybe it's just a vain hope. At least that's one hope nobody can ever take away from me.
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Hi sweet Eva, I\'m really sorry u r feeling bad right now. You r very cared and appreciated by me and I\'m sure there are others who really appreciate u too. I know Sweet Judy feels the same way as me she really likes u too. I am hoping u will feel better and know you mean a whole lot to me and u r very worthwhile and u help me a lot. I am sure others would feel the same way if they met u. U r really nice. I also want to say you r doing really well with reading and watching good shows and taking good care of yourself. U should feel good about yourself with how good u r taking care of yourself and being a really good friend to a person with problems and who needs a friend. Thank u for being here. I hope u will feel worthwhile because u deserve that. Keep on writing when u can so I can be here just like you have been there for me. Lots of love and hugs and feel better. My prayers r with u to feel better.
I\'m sorry you are feeling so lonely. I wish that I lived closer so that we could meet up. Elizabeth is so right when she says you are a nice person and good friend. Even though it isn\'t the same as being there, I hope you know how much she and I both care about you. I wish I could wave a magic wand and take your pain away. I know it doesn\'t feel like it right now, but your life does matter. You certainly matter to me. You are one determined and intelligent lady, and I believe you will discover a treatment or work-around to get your life back. In the meantime, I\'ll be here rooting you on (as will Elizabeth), because we believe in you! Lots of love and hugs, Judy