Hi anyone reading this, 
I've not really written an online journal entry before but we'll see how it goes. This week has been very frustrating for me (as the tag suggests) because my medical obstacles are acting up pretty badly. Of course I'm managing though, I'm a fiercely independent person and refuse to give up without a fight. I have bad anxiety and bipolar type 2. None of my friends really understand what it's like to struggle with these obstacles, so I've given up relying on anyone for support. I feel stronger for doing this but I also feel so lonely. 
I wish I could be happy and not feel so racked and rattled inside all the time. Or at least have someone to tell me that it's okay to feel scared about walking to class every day instead of, "there's no reason to be worried, I don't get you. You're irrational" I know I am, and I'm well aware there's no reason to be worried. The point is I'm worried anyway and there's nothing I can do about it, so it feels. 
There's only two weeks left of University and I'm sure I can make it, I just wish for someone who understands what I'm feeling to make it with me.
With love,