Still getting very out of breath exhausted coughing sore ribs .Felt pretty depressed waiting to see the chest consultant did a little self medication on the brandy and lemonade.Well at least it's a blood thinner of sorts .I read all on PE Didn't make me feel any better more like a time bomb but thinking it through your number can be up anytime so why keep exacerbating on it by worrying. I guess I just get scared and it is not like you want to share these feelings with your family .I just need the plan of action .IF I slow down any further at work they will think I have spaced out .I nearly fell asleep,at my desk I was desperate for a few zzzz .Having a good laugh at myself going to the restroom to snooze even if its for ten mins roflĀ