Finnially got some sleep yay. Pretty happy about that. Took me a while but i did. had to go over to my friends house and sleep there though in order to do it. My friends say they think its cause i see it as a safer place I dont know why i would see it that way but maybe their right. I cant wait till new years im going to go see my mom and sister and brothers which is good cuz i havent seen them in a little while and i miss them. My sister is 11 and my brother is 8 and my other is 18 i cant believe my little brother is 18 thought its like wow were growning up fast. But Im so proud of my brother hes 18 and still a vrigin and hes waiting for the right girl and i love him for that and hes so nice and sweet to girls hes not a ass hole I think that as alot to do with his dad he sees how he is and he dont want to be that way either. And has to do with my mom how she was treated for 12 years from her ex my youngest siblings father and he wouldnt want to put a girl thur that. And i give him alot of cerdit wanting to lose that to some one speacial unlike a lot of guys i know that dont really care.I had a really good christmas though. got a lot of new things and some really pretty things dont know what i got from mom yet cant wait to see. And i got to see one of my friends today that was good i havent seen them in a long time Other then that life is ok so far today but that can always change the day aint over its only 9 lol yet