Well I haven't writen in a while cause well i been rather busy in my life I have now.. Let's see what have I been up to.....Where to start...Well I have a new boyfriend he as the same name as the guy I was seeing before werid lol but ok. He's from GA and hes a really sweet guy..He treats me really good and helps me alot by listenin to me when I need some one to listen and not preach to me. He came down to meet me on Memorial Day Weekend which I was so nervous about that he wouldn't like me because of my weight. But turns out he thinks I'm pretty inside and out so thank you GOD on that one...And I been doing really well at my job and I have 2 now I work at my old on still during the day and then I work at night from 1 intill 5 at a Gas Station I think that ones really helping me with being around people alot.Also from 6pm till 9pm im in school at the local college gettin my GED and taking college courses at the same time for bussiness and accounting. Schools good kinda hard to tho with the work sometimes but its good I been doing good asking for help when I need it now. I have my own place not at my parents house any more I'm sooooo HAPPY about that one...I moved into my new apartment April 21st 2007, and i lived there till May 23rd with no furturer at all my boyfriend helped me get a couch and a tv for the living room and my mom came and got me kictchen stuff some stuff tho i dont even know wat its purpose is but whatever it looks good...On some bad news tho I lost 3 of my best friends in 3 different ways which is bringin me down rather badly the past few weeks. They was killed May 17th in a car crash from a drunk driver on their way home from school they were 20,17, and 15 years old and good people and good kids....and 3 days after they had gotten killed I found out my cousin whom is like a brother to me got killed in a bombin or somthing in Iraq he was a US Marine and very dear to my heart RIP babyboy i love and cared for him so much like i said he was like a brother to me he was 21......So I have been having a mixed match of emotions lately from being happy about my new place and new bf and school and doing what I want to do to make my self better and from being depressed and sad and angry all @ the same time about losing my friends for stupied reasons....But I love and miss them all and I hope there doing fine in Heaven and I know that their watching over me and with that in mind I believe I can do anything cuz their still with me in spirt.....Thats about it for now ill write more on how im doing and things Take care everyone and I pray for every one