Prayers

I try so desperately to not let where I am with my relationship with T to bother me...but yet these old feelings of the things that he's done and what
I'm seeing come up all the time!  I made this decision to accept him back in my life so I have no one to blame but myself!  Argh...My mind plays such horrible tricks so I need to stop!!!  Just stop...give it to God and trust that he will guide me in the right direction...