I'm back!

Wow..it sure has been a long time and I've missed writing!  Where do I begin...March in Florida with the family was great.  The house was wonderful and we all had a wonderful time!  Even Dee Dee!  Going back in April 2016... Had to get Steven involved in getting Lauren and Andrew back in check but all is well now!  
The boys are growing so much it's hard to believe!  Gabe will a year old August 2nd.  Lauren is having a barnyard bday for him.  Dee Dee is coming...:)
Spending time with T...Have been to his house and not sure how I feel about that.  Do I trust him?  No.. Do I deserve better?  Of course... Found out that his former live in girlfriend caught him with someone else so I carry that around... Do I approach him?  Probably not because I'm certain he would just lie about it.  And who will be aggravated?  Me... Not going there.  Not sure if I'm completely in to this.. Love him?  Of course but is it enough???
i don't really want to incorporate him into my family life...just don't respect him enough for that.  Best to keep it separate.. He hasn't attempted to either which I'm fine with...
Anyway we head to Boston next month...Looking forward to some time away and I've never been there so should be fun!
Keep me in your prayers as I navigate this new and renewed relationship...
kisses