It's been a while!

Gosh...I feel like it has been forever since I have written!  Not too much to say....it's one of those weeks I guess.  Work has been absoluting daunting!  Doesn't seem to ever get any better.  Find myself going home at night and just having to "disconnect".....
Have been doing some things in the house....fixing up the kitchen which looks so great!  I can't believe I didn't do it years ago.  Bought a new mattress for my bed finally and it's been so great to get a good night's sleep!  So it's been positive there.....been going to church and getting into reading the Bible.  That has been very uplifting for me....
The weather is finally breaking and feel like I just want to get on the motorcycle and ride!  Hope I can make that happen more this summer....
T has been bouncing in and out these past few weeks...he has been a great help with some of the work I have needed around the kitchen so I'm thankful to him for that.  Of course, he has always been that way and enjoys doing things for others.  That's one of the greatest qualities about him.  I have asked him to come to the company trip in September in Puerto Rico.  A decision that I went back and forth but at the end of the day, I couldn't see myself going with anyone else.  Plus the fact I'm going to make him pay for everything!  LOL.....why not.  Where do we go from here?  Who knows...am I happy about it?  Not really.....Will he ever fully be a part of my life again?  Probably not....he doesn't really fulfill me emotionally, spirtually or otherwise...I just don't see him as a partner in life.....so I take each day as it comes when it comes to him...
Christian continues to always amaze me every day!  He is talking more and more and just an all around adorable little boy! 
Life is good...feel blessed....