Stuff

Well....another "evening" last night with the T man.....he came over to cut down some tree branches, then dinner then of course I can't believe I'm going to say this....some pretty amazing sex.  Then just talking.....talking like we are just "rediscovering" each other again.....it's so great and then the reality of what is it starts to set in...he views it as we'll deal with it when the time comes....my view.....not fair to me as it doesn't get me to my ultimate goal of wanting to be married again...
He mentions to me that he is unhappy in his current relationship or that it's not working.....that she is just there as a "convenience" to him...that they barely have sex.....blah blah blah.  I don't believe him.....and to be truthful, he doesn't have to tell me this stuff.  I don't need to know and I don't want to know...
So I'm just not sure....my heart never stopped loving him.....how do I deal with that???