TGIF

Well....today is going to be a very interesting evening for me.  Off to Roseanne's sister, Angela's 50th suprise party and then to meet T for a drink.  He has been trying to get me to meet him for a few weeks now and I have been putting it off.  Not sure what I'm going to say and perhaps I may not say anything about the past at all!  Or perhaps I will be very angry and let him have it!  Not sure.....but one thing for sure is that I am not interested in getting together with him.  And not even for the fact that he is living with someone...it's that there is too much damage and I don't want to go back to that "place" again.....I like my life and I like where I am with my life! 
Going to have to stay strong and not drink too much alcohol.....OY.  Won't be good if I do....
Pray for me...LOL