Stuff....

Get a message from Nes last week....looks like we've gone from "I love you" to "putting you in the friend zone"......tired of his emotional issues.  I did not respond and then get a text message from him a week later wondering if everything is ok between us?  Well...no it's not because I"M DONE.  I told him to loose my number....harsh you think?  Fool me once...shame on you....fool me twice....shame on me.  I'm not doing it....just not worth it to me if I'm compromising my self-worth and everything that goes along with it.  Am I mad....sounds like it right?  But in all honesty....just where I am in my life right now.  It's not worth it to me....do I care for him?  Of course very deeply but I have to come to the realization that I'm not ever going to get what I need from him....
On a better note....spending my weekend with my fav little guy, Christian.  We are making smoothies on Saturday!  Love that little man....Baci