Monday Monday
Hey Journal....how's it going? It's a rainy Monday today and I'm off to a good start! Had my oatmeal and drinking my tea and just starting my day! All is good...
Had a second date last night with a man from eHarm, Shar. He was born in Iran and came to this country with his mother when he was 4. His mother married an American and this man adopted and raised him. So he is basically American......nice man. Very successful...cute. A little "shorter" than me....very intelligent. We had a nice time but I'm thinking he may not be feeling it. He talked a lot about his ex-wife...they have been divorced for two years. But it's ok....I had a great meal and the company was good! On to the next...
Haven't really seen Nes in over two weeks. Not sure what is up with that....he's like a rubber band....one minute he loves me; the next minute he doesn't. I feel like the little girl who use to pick flowers and pull the stems from flowers and say "He loves me he loves me not!". Of course I knew what I wasn't getting myself into with him so no suprises there....I did this for "me" because I needed the attention so no regrets.
Have been thinking a lot about Tony...probably just because I have no one else in my life to focus my "womanly" attention to! I miss him but I don't miss the drama....reaching out to him would probably be a big mistake so I have to keep telling myself don't do it....
Reached out to Deb over the weekend....haven't spoken with her in over a year. Wanted to see if she and I could get together...sounds like it could happen and that she has something she needs to discuss...hopefully it will be something that we can move past and recapture our friendship.....
Love to you today....I feel so blessed for what I have in my life.....xoxox
Had a second date last night with a man from eHarm, Shar. He was born in Iran and came to this country with his mother when he was 4. His mother married an American and this man adopted and raised him. So he is basically American......nice man. Very successful...cute. A little "shorter" than me....very intelligent. We had a nice time but I'm thinking he may not be feeling it. He talked a lot about his ex-wife...they have been divorced for two years. But it's ok....I had a great meal and the company was good! On to the next...
Haven't really seen Nes in over two weeks. Not sure what is up with that....he's like a rubber band....one minute he loves me; the next minute he doesn't. I feel like the little girl who use to pick flowers and pull the stems from flowers and say "He loves me he loves me not!". Of course I knew what I wasn't getting myself into with him so no suprises there....I did this for "me" because I needed the attention so no regrets.
Have been thinking a lot about Tony...probably just because I have no one else in my life to focus my "womanly" attention to! I miss him but I don't miss the drama....reaching out to him would probably be a big mistake so I have to keep telling myself don't do it....
Reached out to Deb over the weekend....haven't spoken with her in over a year. Wanted to see if she and I could get together...sounds like it could happen and that she has something she needs to discuss...hopefully it will be something that we can move past and recapture our friendship.....
Love to you today....I feel so blessed for what I have in my life.....xoxox
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